Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Journal numero 1(this week)3/3/08

Prom...
Not so good of a beginning eh? Okay, so prom is coming up and it's not that big of a deal to me, I mean it is but it isn't. I just enjoy the idea of stepping out of reality momentarily with the intentions of looking beautiful for the night. Prom will be nice this year, it's senior year and it will be straight for sure. I already have my dress, and ohh how beautiful it is. Thank god it doesn't look like last years, or for that matter thank god I've lost some weight since last years. :) So my dress is a hand.
me.
down.
Which is sweet, yes I have automatically saved 200$ plus! Wuss up?? nice. I know. Plus the good thing about my dress is it wasn't even worn last year or ever for that matter. The colors are hard to describe because they are somewhat translucent with turquoise and a dark fuscia, plum, grey kind of color. It just flows so nicely. But indeed I have to hit the gym for my arms. I want them to be shapely, rather than giggly. hah.

okay next scenario.
date...ughhh...it aggravates me so bad. It is the whole idea of a 'prom date' that gets me. With me just being me, I either want to just go with me because I'm just too independent and chatty to go with someone I'm going to have to keep up with. Plus, the person I'd enjoy going with is like my "undercover date", which is lame because he's got a girlfriend and it's all for that reason that he's undercover. I just want someone to have there for when pictures are being taken with your "date" and to sit beside at dinner. That's it. I mean geez it's me. I'm going to receive that from my "undercover date" but then the part of me that just wonders what it would be like to have a "normal" evening with a real date that got me that dumb flower that goes on your wrist and all that stuff. no worries.
Anyhow...Its my fault that I'm independent and would rather role solo. So indeed I will. It's just the idea that keeps me curious. It'll be fun, with good food and a great atmosphere.

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